Messages for my loved ones

i wish i could be there earlier. if only there is any other way. i would do anything. the wait is unbearable. how do i face the whole 5 month if one day seems like a living hell tome? ya Allah i beg u. give me patient and the strongest heart. i am leaving them in your care. i really hope it is for the best. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

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I always that I've been left behind. Last time once we got married, we were expected to have kids... yet only after four years then we have our first child... Same goes with my job. I worked hard, I do all the things that people asked me to do. I have been a slave not only to the organization or my boss, but to my students as well. And what did I get? I was left behind with my research, and of course my confirmation. Now, I have two kids... more than other people who have kids earlier than me. I suppose it is a good sign. I am also working on my promotion... I hope Allah would listen to my prayer. I have worked hard for it and I hope that I could be ahead of everybody else...

I've given birth to my second child Alana Imtiaz Az Zahra on 6th of February 2010. That is actually almost a month earlier than when she's suppose to born. Anyway, since I've given birth I'm entitled to a 60 days maternity leave. Well it's a long holiday if you look at the number of days. Yet it seems so short since there's a lot for me to do. I have one program to organize, one paper to write and not to forget one research to finish. Oh... and a special project to be finished. I just hope I can do them all and by the time I finish my holiday I'll be free of these commitments and I can continue resting a bit.

Hm... dah 20 minutes in the office yet I haven't started with anything yet... Well, I have checked all my emails, browse through my facebook and now writing on my blog. What I haven't started is doing my work. Since my papers are still yet to come, I'm yet to be busy with marking. And this is suppose to be the best opportunity for me to write papers or do research. And I choose to do research. The problem is... I'm researching the ebay and looking for warehouse sales around... Anyway, that's not my main story for today. Has anyone ever used ur name for any purpose without you knowing it? Well someone have used mine. A student actually used my name to ask for permission to do a thesis somewhere. The problem is... there's no thesis that my students must prepare... and furthermore the subject that he quoted in the letter doesn't even exist. I'm so furious to hear about it. I dunno what's his motive and why did he do that... I feel like slapping him on t...

We moved in to our houseabout a year ago. It was around two weeks before Raya. At first we thought of making it our holiday home since my husband still had his contract as hostel fellow in UNIMAS. But once we stepped in to the house we know immediately that this is our place. And we decided to move in straight away. There's a story behind the house actually... As other couple plan properly how they will b uy their house and how they are going to finance their house etc., it is a totally different case for me and my husband. It was one morning not long after we got married. It was Saturday and we were driving to a mamak stall for breakfast. Suddenly we saw some signs saying about new housing area called Muara Tuang Park. My hubby suddenly asked me to get the phone number of the company. At breakfast we discussed the possibility of having a house of our own. After breakfast we went straight to the developer's office to check out the price and all... there and then we decided tha...

We went back to Semenanjung this year... as mentioned before we spent most time on the road... Initally we didn't want to go back. But suddenly my hubby had a soft heart and he said both our mothers cried last year because we didn't go back so he didn't want them to cry again this year... I suppose it is a valid reason to go back. Or on the other hand, maybe it was my hubby who's going to cry?... Anyway, we did flew back to Semenanjung. We did go to both our parents' houses even though we only spent less than 2 days per house to celebrate Raya. Yet we enjoyed this year round more than ever. Why? Because we met the new members of both families... on my hubby's side there's Sohail Naveeed AKA Deepy... his brother's 5 month old son. With his cheeky smile this boy has always have things going on in his mind. When there's only a few of us at home he is so cute and nice. He would stay in his bed and play on his own.... But when there's so many people a...